I am going to give myself until the end of August to work through this. A year to come to a realization of what it is in life that I want, what is likely to happen, and how long I am willing to wait.
I always put myself on the back burner. I put myself on the back burner, and I wait around, and I let everyone else's happiness and journey before my own.
These are things I want. I want to have a job I love, feel good about, and feel like I excel at it.
I like the idea of Talent Development.
I always knew I would work in media. I knew I wouldn't be a journalist, and I always thought that in some way I would be behind the scenes.. at first I thought it would be something like being a talent scout, but that never made sense. Knowing where I am now in life makes sense. This makes sense.
I knew I would be in the media world, I knew it would behind the scenes, and that I would be in a corporate big office. I would have a big desk. I always visualized this, I just didn't know what I would do behind that desk.
Now I know. I will become Talent Development Director for a major media and news corporation.
I want to have enough money to travel at least 2 weeks of vacation every year, go to a different country and explore.
I want to be engaged by the time I'm 31, and married by 32. Pregnant by 34, and children by 35.
2013: Now- End of 2013 I am by 29.
2014: Graduating from University; Have job; Summer 2014 will begin using work VISA (age 29/30)
2015: By mid 2015, my work visa will run out; Engaged. (age 30/31); Bali and Thailand
2016: End of 2016, Married; Tahiti; Morocco and Belize/Columbia/Guatemala/Hondurus. (31/32)
2017: (32/33): Save up money for 2 years
2018: 33/34: Become Talent Development Director at NBC
2019: 34/35: Have babies
Positive visualization. Know what you are worth, know what you are willing to give up, know how long you will wait, and know that you deserve to fulfill your journey.
I will give myself 1 year.
<3 Namaste.
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