Day 14- Managing emotions

Today was difficult. I had a really hard time managing my emotions and comments. I felt feelings of irritation, frustration, envy, and annoyance. I felt looked down upon, talked at instead of with, and felt belittled. I have very low confidence. I do not tend to see myself as someone who has intelligence or ability. I also feel that I do not tend to get opportunities, unless I am handed to.

I have the urge to prove myself. But how can, if I cannot be given a chance on my own?

I am putting it out into the universe. I am asking the universe for this Talent Development Specialist opportunity.

I feel this fits me.

I believe this industry is the type that I will thrive in. I believe the job description is one that caters to my strengths. I am a true believe in development, and not training. I believe developing and managing ALL staff, and to provide opportunities to grow and thrive. I often feel that people use biased methods of identifying people to succeed, and hence develop, which subsequently leads to success for those people.

I believe if given the chance that I will excel.

Specialist for 2 years (29, 30, 31). Manager by 32. Director by 35.

I want the company to identify me as a talent individual with a diverse background, that can be grown and developed for the company. I am that person.

I am that person.

I am that person.